THe GReaT PReTeNDeR

i really don't get why people pretend. is it because you want to fool everyone or yourself? last thing that i'll do is lose my self respect.

december is coming and i know people are looking at me to do the first step. why me? i do have reasons and people know why christmas at work is not the same as last year. you guys know my reasons as to why im choosing to be the grinch this holiday season. ok, maybe it's exaggerated. maybe not the grinch. just someone who won't organize a single thing coz i don't want to pretend im happy at work.

i love you guys. all of you. erhm maybe a few exceptions lah. hehehe. yet its not reason enough for me to pretend. i told you, or most of you, that i'm not celebrating since mother superior is going abroad. final. i'm sorry.

anyways, i won't be sabotaging anything that you might come up. i will follow. nevertheless i will try my best until i couldn't take pretending no more. i would even help decorating your little cell known as BTS. lolz. im sorry to the old folks of the lab for hanging a white colored lantern. seems i really have to learn more about chinese culture.

enough said. will talk to you again later. damn this anti S . . .so many things to prepare. . . . anti p1 some more . . . arghhhh . . .ot 17 shut up!!!!!


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