HoNGKee

just came back from eating food served in a toilet bowl, sitting in a toilet seat and chocolate ice cream shaped like shit. . . . and you know what is weird? i enjoyed it. yum yum. pictures coming soon . . .. . .

hello typhoon "Nina".

MaCauWaSTe. . . .

sigh. been here for 2 days now and all i get is disappointment after the other. there are certain places in the world in which you expect to see or experience certain things. this is not one of them. macau is a city for gamblers. thats it. food sucks. tourism sucks. views sucks. the people, so sad to say, SUCK. how can a country who lives by its tourism industry as their bread and butter survive without uttering a single word of english? uncivilised, barbaric people? i don't know how to make this gentle but im just pissed with their hospitality. never will i go back here again.

unless i win something at the new Venetian. off we go . . . .


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ThiRTY...

happy birthday to me. . . .
happy birthday to me .. . .
happy birthday, happy birthday . . .
happy birthday to me . . .

nyah nyah nyah nyah . . . .

today im thirty and ill be celelbrating it with my loved ones for the first time together in almost 8 years . . im off to macau!!!

im waiting for boarding actually, eversice i dont know who's idea it is to come here so early even though they cannot sleep well last night (right wabs?). anyways, i think ive covered all stores here in the budget terminal just to kill time, i think ill sit down and have 20 winks . . .

see ya all when i come back . . if i do come back . . .

happy birthday to you,
you belong to the zoo,
with the monkeys,
and the donkeys,
happy birthday to you. asshole.


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Gud MouRNiNG

it is so rare that i get to blog during early shifts. mostly because of the volume of specimens coming at this hour. today is unique. ive got nothing much to do really except wait for colleagues to come at 0830 hours. "hey ah lian, you have an early shift like this onot? u working next week ryt?" hehehe. i like the chili padi. she's like a boxer's punching bag. not the big one but the one with elastic strings attached tp the ceiling and the other end is attached on the floor. it doesn't matter how powerful you punch it, it just keeps coming back. and if you are not careful, it will smack you in the face. kudos grandmaster. u da best. anyways, im just excited today to pick up our singapore formula one night race tickets after work. im so curious whats the feeling like. after watching these cars race on the tele for more than 20 years now i get to see them in action, er , maybe just a blur of them. hehehe . .cams ready.
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GluTToNS

just sharing what i had for dinner . . no rice yet im filled to the brim. didnt even finish the beefy fries . . .nyt nyt ya'all.



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BaD KiTTY

nice day today . . no work . . .just play . .. and some anger management exam . . woke up late today and had a meeting with my pets at home . .. nice to see those 2 canines being obedient and to my surprise, found the ungrateful cat making our dining table his own oversized sofa . .chased him away . .lucky his master is not at home to defend him . . . picked him up and put him up on my kitchen table and we talked . . man to ungrateful cat . . . told him we love him though he was a thug before . . a gangster . . . maybe a gay gangster since he has no testicles . .( anybody watched the series, O.C. ? he's kinda like ryan . . .an adopted boy who has been in lotsa troubles) anyways, i thought i really got into him . . he was purring with me, rubbing his belly to my hairy legs (so gay right?) and i cooked my lunch . i even fed him with his friskies . .
ate my lunch and i saw my canines wasted the garage so i had to pick up the litter unconciously left the door ajar! . ..to my surprise, like an opportunistic cat that he is, like all cats i know (sorry catherine) he sprung out and went to the neighbor's driveway . . fast foreward 1 hour after . . .after all the wooing, the calling, the nicest names i could think of, NOTHING. despite of the CISCO security system my neighbors have, i brave myself and climbed the fence and picked up the naughty feline and got his reward. a nice spanking. sorry wabs. its not me. its my other personality a.k.a. the hulk.

ungrateful cat.


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HeaVY

thats how i feel tonight. i need to push harder just to stand up and do tasks. its dangerous actually, with lives of patients at stake. but how do you shut one of your "parts" so that the others function normally? (not genital parts, owkay). physically, i mean i could do it since i rested for the whole day but how do you shut emotions and still function like normal?. i thought i was lucky coz i had time to absorb the impact of the news we got yesterday and like i even pitied uncle ooi that she will be having a miserable night. tsk. i do have a miserable one. im trying to remember mother hen's good points and it makes me more . . like out of breath . . here i go again . . SIIIIGGHHH! . . .eeeeewww . .im a drama queen! shit . . .i gotta check my sexual preference. . .oh . . ok . . got it . . where was i?
well, i must focus. we must focus. help each other and kick naughty ones. time to play my psp . . kill bad people!
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ouT oF MY aRMoR!

been a while. ya its been a while. i really have no time to blog. sorry. got chores to do. things to sort out.
i've never blogged in 3 weeks. well, it seems a lifetime. lots of things happening. it was a rush actually. students coming in, throat drying up. courses attended in hational university hospital and the tour to their bloodbank. nice people there. always smiling. i wonder though if they have powerpuff gals and mojo jojo to keep them on their toes. then comes center for transfusion medicine case studies. tsk tsk tsk, we let our boss down for being late! but it went smoothly. the reason why i donated blood is maybe to calm my nerves before my presentation. i think it helped though coz my hands didnt grow cold and i didnt freeze in front of mickey mouse.
well, not only im working night again but the real reason behind this days episode is im confused. i don't understand colleagues who i seem to call "friends" and i do understand them and now i wonder if they do understand me? or is this just a one way traffic type of a road were traveling. yep, an awfully big news struck the bank, and yep, mother hen is a very big loss to the lab. i feel you guys. trust me i do. i never get to know mother hen and i never get to be as close to her as i wish i could be. ive never had a superior like a friend in and out of work. i could talk to her about difficulties and ambition and feel like im talking to a "little" big sis.
what is good in goodbye? this came from a lyric of a song i know since secondary school. up until now i don't find any good. yet i am learning to cope with it. ive learned how not to be affected as much i have been before and try to understand why people come and go. what is shitty now is that some of them think that im in a 'suicidal' mood because of what happened. bullshit guys. i expected more from all of you. im quiet coz i dont want to sulk like you all. who knows me more that i do? i know that if i talk about it the whole day, nothing will change. she is still leaving! yes, im sad she is leaving, maybe as sad as you all are, or maybe more. but puhleaze, let me be. now im promising myself not to a sacrificial clown to you all coz it makes me puke nowadays. i dont blame you. i blame myself for letting you get to know me like that.
to you boss, i do feel sorry you have to go. career development, upset, all crappy reasons means nothing much to me. it all points out to the same result. you will leave us and we can't do anything about it.

damn.


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