MoNTHLiVeRSaRY . . .

its depressing. to learn that one could think of leaving just because of a shallow piece of thought. an irritation. a human irritation. thinking about it, it makes me smile and squirm at the same time. funny coz you are old enough to know things and experienced enough to be reliable yet agonizing to look at coz you couldnt be depended on. are you a child that can do your work one at a time? you have two hands, two ears, a mouth, and a big brain sitting on top of your shoulder. USE all of it. its not an excuse if you are on the phone that you should ignore a porter waiving request papers in your face and pretend you don't see them. its not an excuse that you get to choose what you want to do. its not an excuse to be lazy nor ignorant.
well, its my monthliversary and yet here i am, complaining how life is treating me badly. sometimes it makes you wanna puke coz you feel generous at times that you just say yes to people's request or favors in changing shifts yet on the very day that you are looking forward to celebrate with your wife, then they won't let you. they will change the sked because its just convinient. do i have to be selfish from now on? give me a reason why can't i?

time to curse!

shitty days with shitty people makes me wanna crap at my pants. feels like hell and im holding a fan trying to stop the flame but actually making it bigger. to hell with the bad ones and kudos to the good ones. even the server is shitty. labo smelled shit. hcll is shit. thanks for the headache asswipes!


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