HeaVY

thats how i feel tonight. i need to push harder just to stand up and do tasks. its dangerous actually, with lives of patients at stake. but how do you shut one of your "parts" so that the others function normally? (not genital parts, owkay). physically, i mean i could do it since i rested for the whole day but how do you shut emotions and still function like normal?. i thought i was lucky coz i had time to absorb the impact of the news we got yesterday and like i even pitied uncle ooi that she will be having a miserable night. tsk. i do have a miserable one. im trying to remember mother hen's good points and it makes me more . . like out of breath . . here i go again . . SIIIIGGHHH! . . .eeeeewww . .im a drama queen! shit . . .i gotta check my sexual preference. . .oh . . ok . . got it . . where was i?
well, i must focus. we must focus. help each other and kick naughty ones. time to play my psp . . kill bad people!
watch one. learn one. teach one.