SWeaTYaRMPiTZ....

welcome back to hell.

thats how i felt since 9pm last night. so damn busy. lucky though not to have stupid nurses to work with. transfusion reactions can really ruin a peaceful night. "hey lola, when i came in to work, i noticed you look different. you look like a starved leopard ready to shred someone into bits!" (i was smiling at the back when i checked if the temp was taken oredi or not). I PITY YOU. and all of the victims.

hey guys, i promised not to bitch yet i have a very funny story to tell. i cant control my fingers, i have to let it out. mrs chunky went to the gym one night to join some body pump class. when she finished, she went to the locker room and prepared to go for a shower before going home. upon reaching the locker room, she saw a squid talking to 2 mermaids. they talk in a language mrs chunky couldn't understand. it sounded mandarin (lolz). without the purpose of eavesdropping (ahem), she overheard them. after a few minutes, the squid said goodbye and went off strutting and twirling. funny coz mrs chunky was curious about the mermaid's reaction after the squid left. in a language that mrs chunky can now understand (maybe it was english), one of the mermaid said, "she's a bit blurred, huh?". tsk tsk tsk. mrs chunky cant wait to tell her husband and took out her fone.

maybe this is karma again. i was out of the lab for more than a week and almost 2 weeks of night-less shift. i feel sleepy since 6pm yesterday. my eyes are redder than usual. my legs are cramping. i feel like im irritated of all small mistakes.
(sounds like a girl in her period huh?) i don't know. i want to start doing useful things like iron clothes, csmls review or start with my case study yet i dont have the will to start it. i dont even have the kindness to walk my dog at night. what is wrong with me?

i must solve this urgently. im sorry borj. im failing . . .im failing . .


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