PuNiSHeD!

i don't know why i am being punished today . . .just when i stepped in for work then bam! . . emergency blood needed . . armpit sweaty, hands barely warmed up . . .and there i go, in the middle of the crossfire of stupid calls and impatient porters in my window. i barely came in and im totally spent. with blocked nose, itchy throat, ears that can barely hear and an aching back, i somehow have to manage to pass through this hell of a night. what did i do wrong Almighty Father?

sad today, thought of my eldest cousin. . . they will send him to his final resting place tomorrow morning . . won't ever going to see him again. the personality, the frankness, the smile even with some tooth lacking. . . my prayers are for you manong chub . . .breaks my heart not to be there. . i'll surely miss you. you are loved by my family so much.