i'D RaTHeR

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart


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LuNaR NeW YeaR LoVe

working again full day for the second day straight . . .12 hour boringest shifts . . not until some stupid driver crash his car, only then we can get some excitement . .. hohumn . . .

anyways, i was smilin this morning when i was about to shower . . i was having my early morning coffee and opened the backdoor for my cat was restlessly rubbing his fat tummy to me . . i think he has no choice but to come to me since his mum is happily snoring still in the bed . . . i walked out of the backdoor and sat outside at our neighbors chair to feel the early morning cold breeze . . i thought it was peaceful . . .then suddenly out of nowhere i saw this young teenage white cat my wife has been pimping for our ozzy slowly approach my fat ungrateful cat. as i observe, i saw a paw, gently reaching out just to touch the outstretched paw of this cute white cat . . .and i smiled. i was happy for ozzy and for the experience this morning.

well, me working and all of you are sleeping. may you all grow fat!!!!!


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TuRMoiL!

whoa . . i didn't know and expect people to have same sentiments towards whats going on right now at work. geez. it just fortified my longing to get outta here. and soon.

sad to realize how hopeful and optimistic you can be yet still nothing good will happen. i've been in this kind of situation before and i witnessed a few of these as well. good employees leaving because of mismanagement which ranges from insensitivity to being hypocrites to the max. insensitivity in a sense that you don't know what your staff feels coz you are not there anymore and hypocritical coz even if its being said and done in your face you still got NO TIME to deal with it.

anyways, i was advised to go with the flow (yet again) by a voice i always listen (luv u borj). all i can say now is that time is getting shorter. when the fuse is lit, dont blow coz it will not be put out. again, ill be observing. hoping, to its truest meaning, im really hoping you could wake up with a bump in your head and realize what you are doing is never going to work. same with all those who think they are doing things right in the bbank. are you really working your asses up? do you mind to stop talking while other people sweat coz they are busy and help? dunno who taught you all these things but all i know you were never trained this way. never.

dammit. now my sunday starts with my bp rising. moooooosaaaaaaahhhhh!

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CoN JoBS

i dunno who to blame.
how can a company offer a salary of 2.5k in their ads.
then when you get called up for an interview, they will tell you "our offer is 1.5k only".
then you ask what happens to the other 1k?
they say that the agency will get its share.

wtf?!?

does that mean my declared salary to the ministry of manpower and internal revenue is 2.5k but actual salary that im receiving is 1.5k only?
doest that mean ill be paying taxes for the salary declared as 2.5k while i work for 1.5k only?
why does companies cheat openly about this and no actions are being done?
do i blame them for cheating employees?
or,
do i blame the stupid ones who are desparate enough to be abused by these companies and makes these convicts richer?

think.


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36

HAPPY

ANNIVERSARY

WABSIE!




i love you mostest!
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a VieTCoNG iNVaDeS SiNGaPoRe

the day has come for lil bro to let go of the umbilical cord attaching him to his mother. lolz. and is now attached to me! i wonder how it would feel like. anyways, we do hope and pray that he will have the easiest time possible in finding work here even though it is recession ans all. . . .anyways, welcome 'cong!
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NeW YeaR NeW CHaLLeNGeS

too bad i gotta start a year in red.no not financially. not even emotionally. could be professionally. lolz. funny how life give you lemons. anyways, when lemons being thrown at you, the best thing that you could do is make lemonade out of it.

'lil bro is coming over on the 14th. hope he wont a hard time here in singapore. just a piece of advice though. i know you are down and sad and scared but when everything bad goes your way, ill be the bright side of it all. just tap me in the shoulder and we will work everything out for ya. its the same advice i got from our older siblings. just concentrate as to what you are supposed to do and everything will just follow. all the things youve planned before and other nice surprises awaits you.

anyways, 3rd year anniversary coming and just to let those suckers know, the marriage is as strong if not stronger than before. thanks for all the bad wishers and i hope it didnt bounce back in front of your own lives.
we will be watching lea salonga's cinderella to top it all. my wife and myself being the fan of the arts will be celebrating it on the 15th with arguably the best voice the theatre has ever heard. it might not be as great as cats or miss saigon or the phantom of the opera but hey, its lea salonga singing! anyways, too bad no photo taking allowed. i hope i could sneak up my omnia to do the job.

well, nyt shift and thats it for me today till sunday. happy working bozos.

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BaD oMeN

wel, one way or another, good or bad, its something to kickstart a bullshitfull new year.

no we are not understaffed. its a matter of staff management.

or maybe a matter of human values like being helpful since you know and see that we lack one person on that day. (so put the damn lab coat on and help like what your mentor used to do! dammit!)

or maybe learn 6S to trace how many steps we have to waste just to do test requisition.

or maybe pick up the damn fone that is just 3 inches away from your elbow since the three people working are either issuing blood, doing ABO or busy clearing reagent inventory!

or maybe stand up and see whether you are gaining weight because you sit down too much? (i like joseph).

anyways, working for these kind of people makes me wonder why do i need to go to church regularly since i always bitch about them. well, i got a newsflash for ya. i dont bitch. i say what i think i need to say and that being said, you suck at what you do and because you suck at what you do, good workers go away coz u could be contagious.

time to look for a new pasture. might be green, might be brown. all i know the grass on this side is wilting too fast.

damn you.
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